Hello this is Mia

So I've started cheating on Ana, she won't be mad because it's Mia. I had to purge yesterday, not really a great binge but there was pizza at home and I was force to have dinner with my family. I ate two damn slices and purged after 20 mins or such. I couldn´t help it, just the feeling, the smell, of pizza was repulsive and I was not going to keep that shit in my body. I'm gonna starve today, so far no breakfast, no lunch, no fucking tea time. Here's a tip: pretend you are going out for lunch with someone, have some cigarettes and plenty of thinking and voila! It's my favourite trick, I get time to be alone with my thoughts and my stomach's noises, which I love. I weighed myself today, I'm 93lbs now even though I binged and purged yesterday, however, I won't stay cool calm and collected, there's still work to do.I'm going out with a friend now, she knows I have an ED but she's never forced me to eat, if we happen to go to a bar I'll just have plain coffee.